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Give me desperation, to have a valid reason to keep doing this
Give me desperation, to have the fucking drive to do it once and for all
Give me desperation, cause I am so scared to feel something warm and then lose it again
But find me first
(I am in these words)
I am in all those cheesy songs about people i'm not
I am in that bird scavenging corpses in a red sky
I am all over my dear diary, pretending to know every passage of the history, but failing at every test
Please find me and give me desperation
Cause I guess there will be a day
When I'll feel too old for this
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Josh Nichols
01:26
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Did I surpass the limit of compulsion?
I'm having fun
Who who asked for this in the first place?
We just demand bodies to belong to the fucking hegemony
I was that kid that nobody wanted around
And then everyone pretended that something changed
A shell sculpted by the conviction of feeling pulled apart
Cause this fucking body felt the shame of exist
Don't talk if you haven't felt it
(Don't talk, don't say a word, shut up)
Your fucking ectasy
Just a garden soon to be burnt
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"You have to consider the possibility that he doesn't like you
He never wanted you.
In all probability, he hates you
And It’s not the worst thing that could happen"
Life must be so fucking perfect from your viewpoint
I must have looked like an idiot waiting for you for so many years
But you never gave a sign
I struggled with addiction
With my own lack of self love and the fear of being judged by people around me
But I will never forget the look in her eyes, the food shortage and that day you called me a liar
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I realized my words can be as toxic as this place
I finally saw that I was probably more of a villain than a hero
Even if you are all wrong
I guess that's up to you
But I shouldn't have acted like a savior
Most of you don't even need to empathize
I posed like the tiger I swore I'd never be
Posed like I swore I'd never do
2022's most valuable lesson goes to
Never pretend to be hero of the story,
Cause someday you'll need to be saved
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I hate to think of myself as a victim of the narcissism of people
Because I realize my ego may be as big as the desire you have to tell me about your life only
But can you spill a fucking: How is everything going?
(You are making my) My own perception sink
(You are making me) Sink into a fucking crack
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The trouble with wanting something is the fear of losing it or never getting it.
The thought makes you weak
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I don't want to solve anything anymore
And this is the unquestionable right way to see it
None of you know how does this fucking feel
(I'm fading)
I want something to wither inside me
And end up convincing me
That I am the bravest person who wore these shoes
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